Fringe review: PILLOCK, Assembly Rooms
Pillock is a deeply moving and incredibly relatable exploration of the highs and lows of life as a queer actor navigating the chaos of the world. From the outset, we're introduced to a quick-witted and struggling queer actor from Manchester, diagnosed with ADHD. The show immediately immerses us in two contrasting realities: the upbeat moments where his personality shines, jokes are light, and dating is casual and fun, and the darker side, where he feels like the "pillock" his father labelled him—trapped in the loneliness of a stalled career, facing rejections, and distant from a mother who keeps calling.
The performance gives off strong Baby Reindeer vibes, with Jordan Tweddle's expressions and eyes practically screaming, "I'm so lonely." Tweddle transitions effortlessly between heartbreaking moments and lighter, comedic bits—shifting from deep sadness to yoga poses and puns, showcasing his incredible versatility.
The introduction of Eugene, a love interest who wants more than just a casual fling, serves as a pivotal moment in the narrative. Suddenly, Pillock takes on a new, more profound meaning as the character begins to find a connection that bridges his two realities.
This stripped-back, intimate journey is free of judgment, allowing Tweddle to shine as he showcases his vulnerability. His performance is fast-paced yet deeply resonant, delivered with such ease that it feels as though he's speaking these words for the first time. Scott Le Crass' direction is crucial here, expertly balancing the story's emotional depth without sacrificing its forward momentum.
The only slight misstep are the occasional directions to the tech team, which don't add much to the meta-aspect of the show and aren't necessary given how gripping the narrative already is.
Pillock is a powerful, relatable piece that speaks to the universal struggle of self-love amidst the chaos of life. It's a must-see for anyone who has ever felt the weight of loneliness and the quest for connection.
***** Five stars
Reviewed by: Beatriz Do O
Pillock plays at Assembly Rooms until 25 August, with further info here.